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I'm 15 and I'm scared of being a lesbian
I've always knew I was different from other girls but I always tried to force myself on having boyfriends, etc.
I have had strong feelings for a girl since 2019 and it's an impossible relationship
I feel exhausted for not being accepted for who I am
People treat me as if I'm an alien
My friends distanced themselves from me
Now I'm alone for being attracted to women
The most stressful thing is that I always need to change myself around my family as most of them are homophobic and I feel like I'm evil or sth
I feel like someone who's so different from other people
@warmheartedBeing170 hi there! it sounds like a really difficult situation for you. it's honestly awful how your friends distanced themselves from you just because you're attracted to the same gender. and it's even worse that you cannot be yourself around your family because they're homophobic. it's truly something non-understandable, you know? it's like it's abnormal for people to not be attracted to the opposite gender, which is apparently the 'default'. it really is saddening how people cannot express themselves freely!