Loneliness

@bestKite8488

Hi Louis, welcome to 7cups. I understand how difficult this has been, but let me ask you this. Would you truthfully be happy going back in the closet? As an LGTBQ person, the world is a scary place, full of rejection and fear, but its also one full of excitement and happiness. If this is the right choice for you, then go ahead and make it, but you cant change who you are on the inside <3

@Bunnylovesyou  I agree with you, but it just seems too hard to find anyone.  Women do not come out to each other and it is just too hard.  You wouldn't believe the anger that I feel towards them.  I have been forever changed by the rejection and loneliness I have experienced and I am no longer capable of love.  I am even wondering if I am capable of sexual response!  I keep thinking they don't deserve it.  I am really screwed up.  People do not believe my experiences and do nothing to help me.  I feel other women are keeping me back from what I know I should be doing.  Instead of bringing me happiness other women are bringing me misery and it will affect future relationships.