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Queer vent

Birchtreebird11 September 19th

In bed up at 4 am, almost crying over the seeming impossible dream of having a girl love me like I'm a boy. Her boy. I want to be someone's boy....

I think of all the movies, the stories where teenage boys catch girl's interest and I'm already an adult.

I don't even really have friends, how am I supposed to do any of this?


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Birchtreebird11 OP September 19th

@Birchtreebird11 queer bc I'm pan (just in a brief girl-centered phase rn) and also not declared to be a guy at birth,  heh, silly doctors...

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Birchtreebird11 OP September 19th

@Birchtreebird11 but ugh, it would change so much... just if one girl could reach out... or show a subtle sign of interest... if I could sense they like me like they would a boy, I could scream with happiness. Ugh

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bestTriangle5298 October 2nd

so sorry you’re going through this. I totally understand the feeling of loneliness