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Birchtreebird11
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PathStep 19 Compassion hearts5,410 Forum posts41 Forum upvotes79 Current upvotes79 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceSeptember 15, 2019
Bio


Diagnosed as on the autistic spectrum as a child


My main intrests are art and video games.

I listen to Will Wood, Jack Stauber and mother mother songs at least once a month.


Quotes:

"Think of a snickers bar yo" -Diana

"I am proud of my medium size triangular nose" -Anonymous

"I can't. I'm using a hodgepodge of conjectures here" -calmMoon6757

"Yes I have anti egg energy" -SmilesandEars


Group chat info

Nicknames:

Brick

B*tch

Borb

Bob(? In consideration)

Birth

Birsh

People from teen community who I should never forget:

Punchline, the best chat friend

DragonPrince, the cool enby dragon

My old friend, Superfemboy

EMT, a very smart and kind person

YoucancallmeLili

Solstice(I forgot part of the name) thanks for getting me into the pokemon mystery dungeon lore














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Queer vent
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Birchtreebird11
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more In bed up at 4 am, almost crying over the seeming impossible dream of having a girl love me like I'm a boy. Her boy. I want to be someone's boy.... I think of all the movies, the stories where teenage boys catch girl's interest and I'm already an adult. I don't even really have friends, how am I supposed to do any of this?
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Physical health/food dilemma as an autistic person with particular taste.
General Support / by Birchtreebird11
Last post
 September 1st
...See more First off, I'm a pretty laid back person even when it comes to my autism, you could say... I like tomatoes when contained in a subway sandwhcih but not on their own. I enjoy a vareity of fruit and vegetables, but a small vareity. ⚠️ cw emetophobia for the emoji ⚠️  I can't stand darker breads usually bc the dark brown often tasted like literal 🤮 to me and made me gag. So healthier bread has been impossible. I am a big fan of salty foods and chocolate foods, and ice cream. However, lately I've become more uncomfortable with my body and the amount of fat I have. I'm 5 kg over the reccomended BMI max. I haven't had a place to regularly cycle to as I did when I was going to college, so I don't get to exercise a lot. I will attempt to get a regular cycling routine going again, but I've also been thinking about getting a dietician. I question if this is worth it though, as I cpuld also ask chatgpt for diet advice and maybe save money? I understand it's bad to use ai to replace a human with the occupation, but I just feel like a dietician is an extra expense that I might not be able to support on top of my autism support healthcare and medical expenses. It also feels quite possibly ridiculous, would I just be paying someone to tell me to give up the joy of eating ice cream and anything fatty for 2 years? Idk what to do to improve my physical health, really. Not sure what direction to go and I just want to be able to feel happy about my body. I don't want my skin to sag, I would be interested in trying things to get rid of stretch marks and other blemishes from similar issues. I just want to be able to not feel bad about parts of my body. Cause currently, I love my face, I like the way I look generally, but then having to realise time and time again how big some parts of me are can end up disgusting me or disturbing me and I want to put an end to that. What should I do? Follow AI advice? Risk losing more money to a dietician? Just focus solely on exercise? Find some other health worker to help me with my health?
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Tw my self-harming thoughs
Self-Harm Recovery / by Birchtreebird11
Last post
 September 13th
...See more In my head I sometimes become a clone of myself, or a quadruped monster- just to hurt myself. Kick myself to the floor or maul myself. Make sure I'm left on the floor and weak, or bleeding out. The desire to let go and stop holding back and damage myself until I'm a gorey mess can get overwhelming sometimes. The desire to rip myself apart, the satisfaction I feel it'd bring, the way I want to just *** lose it- why do I feel that way?
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How to deal with...
General Support / by Birchtreebird11
Last post
 August 13th
...See more I was hoping to find some advice on how to deal with serious negative feelings, not sure what specific forum to go to... I deal with feelings of being unloved and unwanted sometimes and I don't know how to cope with this... does anyone know how to lessen these feelings to a bearable amount? Also be sure to tell me if there is a better place on the forum for discussing big negative feelings.
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When
General Support / by Birchtreebird11
Last post
 February 18th
...See more That moment when you grasp around within yourself to find comfort and self love, and you find nothing. You are alone. Whatever you had that made you feel ok before, is gone now.
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Wtf is going on with me?
General Support / by Birchtreebird11
Last post
 October 12th, 2023
...See more I've been tearing up more lately, I used to literally never cry and rarely be sad. Nowadays I regularly start feeling sad and empty.  I used to always have a ton of fun playing video games, they'd always cheer me up. Now the fun of it seems fleeting, and it puts me off thinking of starting up any game, even my favourite ones. 
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