I think I’m asexual but I don’t want to be.
MiniKitten
March 3rd
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I’m 27 F and more certain than not that I’m some form of asexual. I’ve never had a relationship, never been interested in one. I occasionally have crushes on people but it never extends past that and the thought of someone touches me grosses me out.
But I don’t want to be. I don’t want to spend my life alone. I want a connection with someone. I want someone to want me. My brother’s getting married this year and it’s just making me feel so rubbish that I can’t have that. I don’t understand why I have to be this way. Why I can’t just be normal like everyone else. How can I change it? I just want to feel normal.