My strange mind entry three

11/13/23 7:43 am 

yelling 

No one likes to be yelled at. The anger that the person yelling at you has is scary especially when it’s from someone you trust. For me adults yelling is terrifying my brain doesn’t go in fight of flight but to freeze to not move to not make a sound to hope they stop. My parents fighting is to blame for that but I didn’t realize that it went to when to parents I’d people I know they will be yelling at someone and my brain  still freezes. It’s not fun to be stuck like that for a few minutes trying to get your body to move again when it’s just stuck in place. What I think is the weirdest this is if I need to walk I can but moving any other way that I don’t need to is hard. I hope one day my brain won’t be stuck in a panic every time someone yells.

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