Just Ranting here

Nothing interesting here. Just some blabber .

Last week my , I'm not even what to call him, sort of partner moved to other city. We are together for 8 months now. And I really like him , like really like him. And I know he genuinely likes me or maybe used to like me before.. We both have quiet personality and don't use social media at all. But since he's moved I feel like he is really not interested to keep contact. Earlier, when we were living together he used to msg even  from his office atleast 2 times .

But now he is growing apart. I don't know if it's my misunderstanding or reality But this feeling sucks and then the realization of this feeling sucks more. He seems to be cool on call . He is also very secretive of his life and no one knows abt our relation which makes me worry more. And these thoughts are making me crazy. I want things to be clear but hesitant that if I  bring this matter , We might actually break up bcz of it. And then I  hate myself for having these thoughts and wasting so much energy in this matter. So, today I'm gonna confront him.. so, I need to get my head straight. I'll  ask him if he is in this relationship sincerely or is it suffocating ? If not then why no msgs? And then discuss accordingly. I just don't want to cry while this discussion. Okay.. let's do this.