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Just Ranting here
Journals & Diaries / by worldwidecutie11
Last post
 February 11th
...See more Nothing interesting here. Just some blabber . Last week my , I'm not even what to call him, sort of partner moved to other city. We are together for 8 months now. And I really like him , like really like him. And I know he genuinely likes me or maybe used to like me before.. We both have quiet personality and don't use social media at all. But since he's moved I feel like he is really not interested to keep contact. Earlier, when we were living together he used to msg even  from his office atleast 2 times . But now he is growing apart. I don't know if it's my misunderstanding or reality But this feeling sucks and then the realization of this feeling sucks more. He seems to be cool on call . He is also very secretive of his life and no one knows abt our relation which makes me worry more. And these thoughts are making me crazy. I want things to be clear but hesitant that if I  bring this matter , We might actually break up bcz of it. And then I  hate myself for having these thoughts and wasting so much energy in this matter. So, today I'm gonna confront him.. so, I need to get my head straight. I'll  ask him if he is in this relationship sincerely or is it suffocating ? If not then why no msgs? And then discuss accordingly. I just don't want to cry while this discussion. Okay.. let's do this.
stupidRamblings
Journals & Diaries / by worldwidecutie11
Last post
 March 28th, 2022
...See more I think my stupid brain is in love. And they live on the other side of the world. And is completely oblivious of the fact that he is even marked in my soul.
Emolog28feb
Journals & Diaries / by worldwidecutie11
Last post
 March 3rd, 2022
...See more It's crazy in here. I can't stop thinking that what if it was because of me. I know it isn't. It was not my fault in any way. I know it too well but then there is this little voice making me feel guilty of things that were not my responsibility ever. I just was there. And I did whatever I could do of my best ability. My existence is not a mistake. I know this, I just need to believe it.
Jack come back
Journals & Diaries / by worldwidecutie11
Last post
 March 8th, 2022
...See more Jack come back.
EmoLog26feb
Journals & Diaries / by worldwidecutie11
Last post
 March 4th, 2022
...See more I cried today too and the pain or void or discomfort whatever it is still feels like the first day but now it feels amount of tears is reducing and is getting converted to that weird emptiness. I feel m getting more and more invested which is crazy bcz if something is out of your sight, it should be out of your mind, right?? But I am getting more and more attached to him. I want to regret everything and believe it'd have been better if he was never here to begin with but i can't even do that. I am still grateful that I met him even although m hurting this much. How am I supposed to move on when we were never officially together, when I barely have memories with him. Why it feels like I lost a part of my soul!
I miss my frnd
Journals & Diaries / by worldwidecutie11
Last post
 February 25th, 2022
...See more Some months ago I made a frnd and few days ago we becm close but thn they had to leave bcz of some issues and now I am missing them so much. Its frustrating.
I lost my guardian angel
Journals & Diaries / by worldwidecutie11
Last post
 February 22nd, 2022
...See more D1 :- I was on the rollercoaster of emotions. It was like experiencing different phases of grief viz., denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance. It was a hell of ride. In addition to that I am moving to a New city tomorrow and thn have an important event by evening. But instead of packing my stuffs or preparing for that event I'm here trying to maintain my sanity. I jst hope my guardian angel is doin fine. Thanks for guiding me through the darkest time of my life and for being the mirror. You'll always be in my thoughts.
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