triquetra system journal- aerlar, (replies open but only if take me seriously as i have fears you will not)
i arrived only minutes ago, my first thought was that i am not hte one before me, but i still have the dysphoria of elven ears, then i know im an eldarin, also known as the sylvian elves. i had a thought of hunger so i consumed the food offered to me, i then attempted to do some of the work asked of me. as of now i have little memory but i sense it will come later. all i know is that i was part of the golgari, as well as my name aerlan, eryn.
the thing about angels is that we were designed to have a telepathic hive mind, so when we disconnect and go on our own the link is still open allowing random pieces of bits to come through as commands
so i painted anything i recieved
i took psychiatric meds back in ravnica, to help with the open mind thing and some depression. i got the meds from the surface actually, i had them secretly delivered since ravnica had really nice healthcare. its shameful, an angel having to take meds, even now.
my wings are back, i guess i juts shed them when im sad and regrow them when im happy.
also i juts had a thought, how tf (sorry for swearing) do angels reproduce, i mean i never saw a pregnant angel, even the death angels at the swarm had children but i never saw them pregnant or anything. do we lay eggs???? (75% of the angel population is female). like im so disconnected from my kind i dont even know how we reproduce lol
come to think of it they do take a leave before coming back and sometime afterward we see an angel child (about the age of a todler relatively within 3 months), so this means that it takes about 4 months for an angel to reach full term pregnancy, or maybe 5 and it doesnt show in very much in the first month. and they are like super secluded about this.
id also like to mention i was biologically female, but still like male in mind. also angels only have periods once a year but its like super bad and a month long. it suuuckkeddd
i shouldnt be allowed have a past like the one i do, i mean its disrespectful isnt it?
im about 18 years old ravnica time, this body is 15. however i think the years in ravnica are longer and angels mature faster, however im also part elvish, and elves are also known to mature fast. so by maturity levels in human i believe im at least 20.
@RevanentOfTriquetra
Welcome🤗
@RevanentOfTriquetra
I fered you will turn grey...
@beyondrepairs ill do my best to survive
@RevanentOfTriquetra
Commoners like me need higher bwings like you...
@beyondrepairs angels may be further on the past to evolution and things like that but we arent entirely divine, we have issues like everybody. even the gods themselves arent you know gods. they are still mortal
@RevanentOfTriquetra
I know...I know all that...it's alk right..
Us stupid beings admire you higher ones...you are safe...here on earth we call that "friends"..friends look out for each o5her in my world like you noble ones look out for us..
i remembered my birthday in the ravnica calender, xivaskir 17th, its relatively similar to december, each month has 30 days except the last one called zuun which is 28 days.
@RevanentOfTriquetra
Happy zoop in retrospective...
I also hada florist friend born on 28th of December our commoner time...
358 days total, the months go as follows,
seleszeni, dhazo, prahz, mokosh, paujal, cizarm, tevnember, golgar, quaegar, xivaskir, griev, zuun,
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I love zuun..
