i miss u so much

ivy and amanda... i miss u both being around. u always told me that i was hilarious and that i had a great sense of humor, which no one really ever told me before. u had the ability to make me laugh and smile. u listened to me in a time where no one would listen. we were so close. why did u choose jess over me? why did u choose a liar and manipulator?

melissa... u made me find out who i was. u made me have the courage to be proud of myself as who i am. u probably werent the best role model as u introduced me to alcohol when i was 9 but u have changed my life dramatically. even though u now live in canada and u probably have no idea who i am (and that it has been 8 years since we have seen each other), i hope i can see u again

girl whose name i dont know... all i know about u was that u were from a country in the middle east and that u lived somewhere in the u.s. ... i dont really know who u are but u changed my life incredibly. u were the one i could talk to and i had a huge connection with u. u suddenly disappeared and i just to be with u again. i just hope that you are ok