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nathan
Trauma Support / by dvf
Last post
 September 26th, 2019
...See more you ruined my life. you almost made me die. three times. those were just the times caused by you. no one will listen to me anymore thanks to you. you took everything from me. my happiness, my trust, my innocence, everything. youre the reason why i hate and cant trust men. no one would believe me. because you were "such a good kid". you took away all my friends. if i do make friends i cant trust them. i cant trust anyone. my life is ruined while you are peaking. you are living your best life. while taking advantage of people. and ruining their lives. ive been told that i am not the only one that you've taken advantage of. since you're already getting scholarships and getting honors stuff even though youre just a sophomore, you probably won't get your life ruined anytime soon. i hope you get hit by a drunk driver. i hope you become a victim of an acid attack. i hope you get meningitis. i hope you burn in a fire. i hope that amoeba eats your brains. i hope the worst for you which would probably be the best for the world theres nothing that can be done at this point. it already happened and no one believed me when it did happen. all that can be done is to hope the worst. do not reply unless you actually have something to reply about
i miss u so much
Journals & Diaries / by dvf
Last post
 March 28th, 2020
...See more ivy and amanda... i miss u both being around. u always told me that i was hilarious and that i had a great sense of humor, which no one really ever told me before. u had the ability to make me laugh and smile. u listened to me in a time where no one would listen. we were so close. why did u choose jess over me? why did u choose a liar and manipulator? melissa... u made me find out who i was. u made me have the courage to be proud of myself as who i am. u probably werent the best role model as u introduced me to alcohol when i was 9 but u have changed my life dramatically. even though u now live in canada and u probably have no idea who i am (and that it has been 8 years since we have seen each other), i hope i can see u again girl whose name i dont know... all i know about u was that u were from a country in the middle east and that u lived somewhere in the u.s. ... i dont really know who u are but u changed my life incredibly. u were the one i could talk to and i had a huge connection with u. u suddenly disappeared and i just to be with u again. i just hope that you are ok
i have a rare eating disorder that no one takes seriously
Eating Disorder Support / by dvf
Last post
 October 11th, 2019
...See more i cant say as much as i want to say because im apparently "in crisis". no one really knows that i have this eating disorder except for my mom, my dad, some ladies that worked at my school and a few psychiatrists. i never really eat in public and i never eat in school. i have arfid along with ocd, bipolar 1 and autism and no one ever takes it seriously. people dont really know that i am aware that i am eating unhealthy, that i dont want to eat this way, and that i want to change how i am eating. i am trying my best and it is VERY hard. there used to be a tv show called freaky eaters which exploited people with my disorder as freaks and spoiled brats (in fact my mom threatened to put me on that show when i was bad). my mom and my dad would always say that i would get diabetes and that i will end up being like my cousin who was deaf and blind and was always stuck to a breathing machine. its probably the reason why DYFS had to make several visits to our house. its probably why my brothers hate me and its probably why they never really had a childhood. its probably why my dad developed schizophrenia and is probably why he is in prison. its probably why my mom never really talks to me anymore. they tried almost every single therapy out there for me and nothing really worked. they eventually resorted to tough love but that didnt work either. my mom has given up on me and there is probably nothing we can do. ive tried several anti-depressants and several antipsychotics for my disorder but they didnt really work. the only thing they did was make me fatter. i dont really think there is hope at this point.
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