freinds

welp this might suck but I just needed to vent so I had this friend to who I made a rude comment when I was in fourth but I didn't know how to be a friend cause one of my friends before was mean to mean and bullied me and another didn't believe me when someone told a lie about me. I didn't know it was wrong and I apologized multiple times but I don't know if she forgave me and I always tried to hang but she was popular and never hung out anymore  and I want to talk her but I'm scared that she will think only trying to be friends with her because she's popular.