Tired of the pain

Hey there🤍 I hear you, I may not know exactly how you’re feeling or tell you for sure that it’ll get better soon, but I can say for sure that everyone in the 7 cups community would love to be able to help you get through this. I won’t say that it’s all okay or everything will get better soon because no one knows for sure. No one knows the pain, the hurt, the betrayal you’ve been through, so no one can say how long it’ll take you to heal. Take your time, walk your way through this path. It’s hard, I know, it’s a long long healing process and you are so so strong for sharing your story on the forum🤍 we all hear you, please feel free to reach out and know that we will support you as you push your way through this. Perhaps find something to ground yourself in, for some people, it’s religion, but that may not be your case so perhaps dig deeper. And I hear you regarding pushing everyone away from you. I tend to do that as well to prevent myself from getting hurt, I know it’s hard to trust, hard to love, hard to feel after everything that has happened to you and I’m so so sorry for that❤️‍🩹 I cant tell you what to do or how you can feel better because everyone has their own healing process and you just have to find yours. Change your mindset, your perspective on the world, slowly start to open up again and maybe you will find beauty in the most unexpected things ⭐️ Please feel free to reach out for any help at all (it doesn’t have to be me, but know that we are always here to support you) I wish you the best of luck in your journey and I do hope you feel a better soon 🤍🤍🌷

I feel as if the pain and anger are my main emotions now whereas I always used to feel happy. I think that's because of all the pressure and toxicity sometimes I just dont know what to do with it and life itself. Like theres always moment I just want to scream.. or im left staring at a blade and it's not very pleasant.