Time Teaches So much
Hello to all. I thought I would post a thread concerning how I have become a better person, gotten over many of my own issues and learned how to be happy as well as become a listener.
For many years I struggled with so many issues to numerous to mention and for a long time I was so very lost and in such a dark and empty place within my own self. I had been to psychologists over and over, taken the meds they gave me, consulted a therapist and even been locked in a mental hospital a few times. All of this however was of no helpto me until I determined why I was in such a place. I came to find that I had lost myself to fear and regret and an intense sense of remorse. Now I ended up over time coming to terms and dismissing my fears, realizing my regrets and how silly some of them were and how the others I could not change no matter how hard I tried and even others of which i had blamed myself for when there was really no one at fault. As for my remorse, well, it took me some time but to those who were still alive and i still had the contact info for I asked forgiveness and, even though a few could not find it in them to forgive me, I found that forgiving myself was what I really needed to do. After all of this and much more I came to the conclusion that I would like to pass this on to other people. I then became a listener on this site for the sheer fact that I wish to help those who have struggled through the same things that I myself took so long to learn how to let go of. Thank you for reading this and blessed be to you who face those most difficult of demons within and know that there is always a healthy and productive way out even if it means you get stuck in the muck along the way and need a little bit of a tug out of it form a person who is willing to listen for those cries for help.