This is Me

This is me a fourteen year old girl

this is me a sad child

this is me

this is me the girl who cuts

this is me the girl who cries

this is me

this is me wanting help

this is me trying

this is me bleeding to know I'm alive---Am I fine with what I've become?

a bit im not comfty in my skin for not

being full in places like other teens at my age I've accepted everything as my fault my fault for cutting my fault for my mom hating me for everyone leaving this is me venting this is me crying this is me hurting this is me broken shattered and confused don't try to fix me you'll cut yourself on a shattered person this is me this is me this is me this is me a 14 year old with depression Aniexty and bipolar this is me not the girl at 12 that cried and freaked out when the blade stung her skin this is me used to the blade dragging on my skin this is me wanting to life and survive to tell my future kids I made it finally but I don't know who will win my demons or me? I bleed to know I'm alive this is me spilling my soul to the moon letting the sun see my skin not my soul this is me fixing other teens when I need fixing we are just suicidal teens telling other suicidal teens that sucidie isn't the answer xx