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Sidney Joe Anon & Travis

SpecialSystem August 15th, 2022

We Just need a space to vent about something …

Sidney

she her

18 years old

been here the longest

She is what you outsiders refer to as “the host”

Don’t expect her to talk to you outsiders


Joe

he/him

16-18

Came in September 2016

the first of us to show up

talks To outsiders sometimes


Anon

she/her

4-8

came in September 2021

She talks to outsiders Often

but can never pay attention


Travis

they/them

20-27

came after Boces graduation in June 2022

talks to outsiders often


We have a lot of issues this is where we will try and vent

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SpecialSystem OP January 23rd, 2023

Joe


i am fairly certain now that I have an eating disorder now.

SpecialSystem OP February 7th, 2023

Joe:

boxes. Why does she use boxes 😭

SpecialSystem OP February 17th, 2023

Travis-


is this what dying feels like?


I hate having a compromised immune system

SpecialSystem OP March 10th, 2023

joe:


*tw* talk of intercourse and nausea



I think I’m going to be sick


I logged on to my old social media account and was reading threw old messages and one of the dms kept going from “I hate you you were a terrible girlfriend.” To “man I want you so badly.” With no other messages in between. they sent a pic of me and them cuddling and I almost threw up cause of the idea of my touching them.


the they spammed mentioning how theyd like to do me.


I feel so nauseous

SpecialSystem OP March 30th, 2023

Joe:


”get some sleep” they said “you’ll feel better in the morning” they said.


but you can’t sleep if you’re in a fricken coma 😭😭


I just wanna wake up 539 days is long enough just let me wake up. I’d like to have friends and see my real family again please let me wake up. I’m tired of dying

SpecialSystem OP May 25th, 2023

Travis:

Went out and bought more laxities the other day cause I’m fat.


Joe:

Also I screwed up our only friendship we could have had forever but I opened our mouth and screwed everything up.