New day 🌁 just woke up

i still don't know what to write.. and still trying to do because i really want to

yesterday night i tried to play a tournament for league of legends game, it went badly, one of the team members contacted me.. he seemed very nice and they all seemed organized and had a plan.. i liked that and did as he suggested.. i did my best in the game but we lost it, and of ccourse lost the tournament, at the end i saw in the game chat some talks i thought it was about me? so i asked after that in the lobby.. was i bad? the one who talked to be before the game and another one of the team said.. YES, so bad, and said a lot of things of how bad i was and told me to remove the game from my pc.. i then replayed.. (wow.. thanks anyway..) and left

i bet they will feel bad if they have some feelings, then after that i went to sleep and boy it was 1:30 am

farther into yesterday.. i waked up really early and went to Eid prayer... a lot of people come to this prayer because its so beautiful.. and its only twice a year.. every two perents with their children and even grandmas and grandpas gather to pray this prayer.. after we finished.. i went home.. opened the door... mom and dad... sisters and brothers were all still sleeping.. like da heck is wrong with these people.. the only one that came from my family is grandpa and me! *sigh*

whatever... i then played some games untill they woked up..

oh yeah i think i had a dream... it was not bad or good it was just a dream... i wish i remember it though