Just some random thoughts I suppose (oof)

I feel really all over the place today. At least it's not as chaotic as yesterday. I seem to be having an easier time containing my emotions and attitdue today. The feelings and my scatterbrained-ness are still there but I'm finding it easier to mask them. Maybe it's because I'm so tired? Maybe it's because I had a coffee? I don't really know.

I haven't seen my my friend (I will refer to her as K) yet today, I hope she's alright. I know she's not doing the best right now either. Maybe I'll see her this evening. She's really cute. She really brightens my day :)

I still have to retun those socks I bought. I'm still over the budget for secret santa but if I buy a cheaper pair of socks, it won't be as much. I still can't believe I picked my crush's name! I got her everything she wanted plus a surprise because she mentioned that she liked surprises. It's a scarf. Now I gotta figure out what to do for wrapping. I found the perfect cardboard box to put everything but I wanna make it look pretty like her!

Oh! I still have to pay K back for that coffee yesterday. I get paid on Sunday though... I hope she's ok with waiting for a few more days.

This post is getting a little long... I feel like I should end it but there's so much I wanna say haha.