June is not well

I am sick and tired of Mr. Wonderful acting like he is perfect and never made a mistake, he is so judgmental! It makes me sad that I actually thought he was a caring person at one time, I have realized, he is a narcissistic person, and for that, there is no cure . I just need to get away! ASAP! he is never nice any more and others are always wrong and never him and when he is mad it is someone else's fault too. His mother is toxic, she always tell me what a great guy he is and excuses everything he does as well must be my fault. I am never going to be sane and my anxiety and depression will never get better as long as I am with him. I am getting myself to a place where I can save ,get help or I am outta here!