I hate how impulsive I am

Extremely impulsive.

Too impulsive for my own good.

So impulsive it denies the image I was trying to give off (because it is my identity, I am trans-typal remember), resulting in extreme distress and embarrassment.

I'm going to be homeless before I know it and it's all my fault.

The older I got the more I inadvertently made life worse for myself and it's all my fault.