I applied for a job
I just sent my application and for the first few months, the job will be part-time and on probation until what they said. I know I just sent the application and my chances are still floating to be accepted, but I'm so nervous what if I get accepted? The things I'm thinking of right now, what if I made a mistake and screw up? What if I can't fit in there?since I'll be working with lots of people. What do I say to the people? How do I excuse myself to eat or literally anything? And what if I want to quit? Because I'm so f- inconsistent with my decisions and hard to say goodbye to my freedom. Will I be good?
It.doesnt.matter. work is not who you are, and it's temporary , you can quit when you want.. freedom is an illusion.
when i got my first job i had the same thoughts and look I'll tell you from experience you're gonna make mistakes it's impossible not to do so but these little mistakes you're making are not gonna get you out of your job cause everyone does so.
but the main thing is you HAVE to make sure the place you're in is not toxic in any form if you find any red flag that can effect you I'd say leave so it doesn't turn into a bad experience.
and about not fitting in it's gonna take time but eventually you'll make it, just don't rush things and about eating in most jobs they give you a break and if not the workers split the time between them
just don't worry too much and hopefully things turn out better than you think 💕