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4/6/20

I was stretching after standing up, when I felt a crack in my lower back. Now, whenever I move my back it hurts a lot.

I've had this a couple months ago with my neck. I had turned my neck sharply and it cracked and hurt whenever I moved it. It went away after a couple days. I'm guessing this the same thing with my back, but since I have to move my back more to move or walk, it hurts more.

Luckily, I did a teleconference with the doctor. They agreed and said I probably stretched something. So I just have to take a lot of Advil and wear a back heat warmer. Hopefully, it'll go away in couple days

4/8/20

Trigger Warning

So, my recent entry didn't post because 7 cups thought I was in a crisis or in danger. Don't worry, I'm not! I was just explaining some stuff that happened.

I guess I'll just summarize for you. Yesterday, my mom found the self harm marks on my arm. She almost called the hospital/hotline. She called my counselor. I'm going to be given new medication soon. My parents told me that if I self harmed again, they would have no choice but to send me to a hospital. I feel guilty as heck.

Honestly, I don't have the energy to go into details.

4/13/20

I hope everyone had a good weekend!

5/5/20

Going to a new therapy today and I'm nervous. Normally I would be fine, but this whole pandemic...You know...

5/13/20

I'm so close to being done with school! Finals are just a tip toe away!

6/13/20

Happy Pride month!!!