How can things go from bad to really bad in not even 24 hours?
Things were really bad yesterday. I finally got out of the episode, that only lasted maybe 4 hours though. I called my mom out and now her boyfriend is acting like he’s my dad again, when he hasn’t even been in my life for a whole year. My mom is making herself the victim like always, as if there isn’t a reason why in court she lost 50/50 custody over me. I’m almost 18 and a lot has been changing. I thought back in freshman year I would go to college and master in psychology. I took AP Psychology last year and past the exam and everything as a college course. Now I’m not even sure if I’m going to do that. I really just don’t want to be here. My mom is yelling at my sister in the other room right now, and god, she will wake everyone up on days we can actually sleep in for once at the crack of dawn and make it everyone else’s problem. She refuses to take care of us kids and we go to my dad’s house and we’re sick, unfed, dehydrated and everything else. Not even wearing clothes that fit us. I’m tired of this, I’m tired of my unstable relationships I put myself into, I’m tired of the addictions I have, I’m tired how I jump from one thing to the next and that includes people. I’m tired of these episodes. Everyone hates me because they don’t even know me. And all the drama I’m dealing with at school, I don’t know which is worse/funnier, the fact that I’m a lesbian and these girls are calling me a ‘boyfriend stealer’ because I had a project with their partner and needed to know if they were done or not because it was costing me a bad grade, or the fact I set a close friend up and she proceeded to say I was trying to get with the guy??? Or the drama where this girl who I got replaced by from a toxic ex doesn’t believe me when I called out said ex for the SA she did to me and all the other crazy stuff. Can my life please calm down for one minute so I can breathe? I need it to be 8pm already so I can go to my dad’s house and worry about what to do once I’m actually home. Please someone, give me a break.
@StarrieSaturn
Hey StarrieSaturn!!:)
Not sure if you're still awaiting a reply on this but your post is on the top of the "Needs reply" tab so I guess better late than never right? 😅
I hope you're feeling a lot better by now and that you could get your mind off this situation for a while. 2 weeks have already passed so maybe things calmed down a little? Just in case you're still feeling bad about this whole situation here's a reply:
I understand it can be really frustrating when your Mom's boyfriend acts like your Dad especially without being close to you.
You've also mentioned turning 18. That's so cool and really exciting 🤗 I'm sure a lot is going to change including this Moms boyfriend not being too harsh towards you anymore.
Maybe you could stay at your Dads house for a while to get your mind off things?
Since you're becoming an adult soon custody arrangements should change and maybe its for the better? Time will tell.
Psychology sounds like a great subject to study. What made you change your mind about that?
You said "everyone hates me because they don't even know me." but isn't it impossible to hate someone without knowing them? If you don't know them then hate them for what?
I don't think they hate you and if they actually do for some reason they don't seem to be worth your time and energy. Its not that everyone hates you its just that those people around you aren't the right "friends". Its not your fault. You don't put yourself in those unstable relationships. There's nothing to blame yourself for. Relationships/ friendships require trust and dedication which you seem to be giving those people you encounter but it's them who aren't reciprocating it/ abusing it. Those girls are calling you a "boyfriend stealer" because clearly they they're jealous.
I hope you could get your deserved break during those 2 weeks and take a couple of deep breaths in and out :)
Everything's going to be all right a new life episode is starting soon 🎉
@SunShinepress Things have been so much better now! I have my moments and stuff, but I recently found out I get to see one of my favorite bands of all time, and the band responded to my messages! I’m talking to this amazing girl, and I’m getting over my ex who cheated on me, I still got my moments and stuff, but I’m at least doing so much better ^^ but thank you so much for the replies, it makes me so happy no matter how late it is when people respond <3
@StarrieSaturn
Awww I'm so glad I could make you happy 😍 and that things are going well for you now <3
Wow that's so cool your favourite band has responded to your messages! Doesn't happen too often I guess xd I wish you fun at the concert haha 🤗
Hopefully things are going to work out for you with that new girl. Good luck(:
