Feeling Beat
mapletreebubble
November 10th, 2019
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Been feeling overwhelemed a lot lately and the tricks I used before to pull myself out aren't working anymore. I'm losing myself and i'm not sure this person I am now is even worth fighting for anymore. The things that kept me going before aren't around anymore - that spark just isn't there. I feel like i'm just a burden now. Just a pain to those around me. I'm tired of torturing people with my presence and for feeling bad about everything I do, all the time. I'm just beat and I think everyone would just be better off without me around. Doing my best. Sorry for the lame post guys. Take care.