Every color in the lightest form

Dairy entires c:  (Love life, random stuff, feelings, logs, workouts, music, everything)

6/28/24

I never really know what to say and I think that's a bad trait of mine. I've tried so many things to overcome it, heck I even became a writer.   But when I'm faced in a situation where even a simple answer is needed, I feel the obligation to say something grand and poetic. 

I mean it's not something that bothers me too much, but I think I'd be proud if I overcame it. You know?  I don't want to talk about anyone or anything, I just want to be able to speak the words I mean to.

(3 mile run today)

6/30/24

I wanna know a perfect day.   I've never had a day where not a single thing bothers me but it's something I think about a lot.  I can't imagine how it'd go but I know no matter what I do bad things are going to happen around me and to me and I might even do something wrong too, but if I learn to deal with those bad things, is it possible to have the best day ever?

I think If I absolutely had to say what it'd be like it'd just be a simple day.  Nothing too exciting, nothing too upsetting, nothing that's too much of anything.  Just a day where I can finally understand whatever peace is supposed to be.

I am happier though; I must say that.   I think I can do this if I try, and I think I need to.   I got this (yippie, 1 mile race pace)