EmoLog26feb

I cried today too and the pain or void or discomfort whatever it is still feels like the first day but now it feels amount of tears is reducing and is getting converted to that weird emptiness.

I feel m getting more and more invested which is crazy bcz if something is out of your sight, it should be out of your mind, right?? But I am getting more and more attached to him. I want to regret everything and believe it'd have been better if he was never here to begin with but i can't even do that. I am still grateful that I met him even although m hurting this much. How am I supposed to move on when we were never officially together, when I barely have memories with him. Why it feels like I lost a part of my soul!