At the Crossroads

Have you ever set up a future with someone you thought you'd be with forever? Every ideas you have, it includes them. Every little bit of life moments you imagine, they were there and then all of a sudden they left. Have you been stuck at a crossroad? Not knowing which path are you gonna take? Everything is back to square one, the images of the future you've built were already flying around the atmosphere like rain. You have lost hope to continue the journey, not realizing that you can continue it alone. Choose a path for it will branch out to more roads, more opportunities and more people to meet. I know it is comfortable to just stay there in the middle, wait for a car to pass by and lead you to the path where you wanted but life don't work that way. If you choose to be stagnant, the options laid out for you will be wasted. You would crawl in the dark and might not have the chance to see the light again. I am still in the middle, picking up my broken pieces but I must not get too comfortable, I need to choose a path soon, if the path leads back to him I will be more than grateful but if not, then I should welcome new people with open arms. People come and go and those who value who I am as a person should stay even if I don't ask them too. It will be a very tough journey but sooner or later, you will realize the worth of your suffering and heartbreak. Everyone deserves happiness, don't let others take that privelege away from you.