Going through the difficult stages of a long term relationship, I only discovered that I have pushed out my insecurities in the deepest part of my brain yet it still affect me somehow without me knowing. I am struggling to find balance in my life, given that the connection with my current partner isn't something that I usually felt in my entire life. He was my twin flame and this is hurting me so much than I expected. I needed help outside of my friends and family so here I am