What's your most recent achievement?
I went to a beautiful village with a bunch of my friends this morning. We helped the needy and the elderly by giving them hampers filled with some foods and daily necessities. It feels good to do good. At least I'm not rotting at my dorm doing nothing as a post exam activity. Looking at the needy and the elderly makes me feel more thankful and fortunate for what i have right now.
I thought that I had broken down, that migraine and depression and hopelessness had finally defeated me.
But I realized I am stronger. I rose through it. I defeated my demons. Till they attack again. When I will defeat them again.
@HopeFlower - I LOVE that attitude! You are absolutely stronger than them, and you can absolutely continue to beat them!
@Anomalia
Thank you...
Much love...
Today I went and hung out with my ex fiancee. We separated in May of last year, but in January we had started taking again. She has a new boyfriend who until recently had been living in Kansas. Well while he was there, she lived here in "_____" and we had been spending the nights together upwards of 2-3 times a week... (no need to go into detail) Well last Thursday her boyfriend moved up here, and we had an agreement when he moved up here we'd stop seeing each other. Well today I needed someone to talk to face to face, and she's the type who will always have an open ear to someone who she has love for. So we're hanging out and you know how convos go with people you and intimacy with, any who it led to us nearly going back to my place to "do the deed". For reasons I well explain, I chose not to, I told her, "look I have this fantasy in my head that one day your boyfriend will fuck up amd you'll leave him and ill get my chance again to make you happy. I dont want the thought of knowing you cheated on him with me, no matter how much we love each other, to know you weren't faithful to haunt me and make me think you'll do the same. So lets not lets stop this. Be true to him so I know you will be true to me if that day ever comes". I'm so proud of myself... :) I'm proud that we didn't "do the deed" though I was soooooooo tempted. And was a half a second away from it. I'm we had chose not to..... that is all lol.
My most recent achievement is I learn how to manage my emotions
@sugaryLove85 - That's fantastic! What do you think was most helpful in learning to?
@Anomalia
determination ....
I earned the verified listener badge!!
@Beauboy - Congratulations! That's an awesome badge and tells me you must be doing some pretty great listening and supporting. Woohoo!!!
@Beauboy - Thank you for your commitment to being a quality listener!
I was accepted into Capella's Certificate Program today, and this might get me into graduate school. That was my achievement today. :D
@Probius
Awesome! Way to go!
I underwent a procedure at the hospital that required me to be put under anesthesia and was painful but I feel like I handled it very well without anxiety and without my pain getting the best of me. I am happy to report I'm out of the hospital and most of all I'm healthy.
@genny55 - Good for you for managing your anxiety through what must have been a pretty overwhelming time. Glad to hear it all went well!
@Anomalia thank you so much for your kind words