Multiple griefs

My uncle had a heart attack a few days after Christmas. It seemed that he was doing better, but now it seems that his prognosis is not good. He can't swallow on his own, is aggressive with the medical team, and is in a lot of pain. Given his age and other medical issues, the outlook is bleak.

In other news, I'm beginning to feel sad about the end of my current job. It doesn't come to an end until early next year, but I can "see" the end from here. I have mixed feelings about this job in general, but the imminent end also feels like loss.

I'm tired and sad and worried.