Lost my baby
Hello everyone
Just joined this community, i didn't enter to 7cups for like 3 years but now i really need this. Tomorrow it's going to be 4 weeks since my baby Dylan died in my arms. It was really unexpected, he was 10 years old and we basically grew up together, he was like a son to me.
Days are being really hard, I try to do things and sometimes I really can do it. But there are some other days, like today, where I just can't handle it. I miss him so much. I miss opening the door knowing that he's going to be there coming to greet me. I'm feeling really lost and also i lost my job and i can't find a new one, everything is getting really hard
This is my angel
@sabrizappa sorry for my english
@sabrizappa awww I'm so sorry you lost your fur baby😞 looking someone we love so much is so hard😥 I'm glad you came here to reach out for support. Our grief community here is extremely supportive and helful. Dylan is a very cute little chap. And at 10 years old, well he lived a good long life with his caring mummy ❤❤ please continue to reach out here for support ❤ and you can browse through listeners to find one who is best suited to support you if you want to ❤ hugs you tightly ❤
thank you so much ❤️
@sabrizappa your welcome sweetie ❤❤ how are you feeling today??
a lil better than yesterday trying to do the best wbu
@sabrizappa I'm doing ok ❤ I understand the thoughts of how of how a special lives one hurts so much. And also the happy memories that being a happy tear to your eye. Grieving is a hard thing to deal with, and we all grieve in different ways. When your ready I'd love to hear your happy memories, and the sad ones ❤ we are all here for you ❤
@Tinywhisper11 have you found anything that helps you cope a bit??
spending time with my friends, also got a few prints from a coloring book it really helped the first days but now i'm struggling with keeping focus. You?
@sabrizappa well I still struggle with grieving, but yeah in the garden here at the care home under the willow tree, my carers put a little cross in memory of my son, and the gardener built a treasure chest under there I put all his presents and stuff I make him in there ❤ in the warmer weather my favourite thing to do is to sit under the willow tree, watch the sunrise and the birds fly past, talk to God and my son. For his last birthday, I write a poem and we attached it to a balloon and let it float up to heaven. I've wrote him a few poems. But having a place to go and sit where it's peaceful and I can talk to him, that's what has helped me the most ❤
sending you big hugs, I'm really sorry for your loss.
that's really beautiful, I actually put my baby's ashes on a plant that's growing up inside my home. everything is really recent and I don't feel that I can talk to him, but when I feel ready, I will do it. yesterday I found one of his favourite toys under the kitchen, now it's with him ❤️ I want to put a photo but my phone doesn't allow me
Hi, I am so sorry. He is so cute! I also lost a pet yesterday my kitty cat Archie who was 13. I can relate to the feeling of expecting to see them when you get home, and they are not there, it feels so strange. *hugs*
@Daydreamer47 i'm really sorry for your loss. just let time pass and you'll heal day by day, but it's really hard. i'm here if you need to talk <3
