Happy Birthday Mom
I feel so lost today. My mom passed July 26th and I miss her so much. Today is her 68th birthday and I so wish I could hug her and kiss her and tell her happy birthday and how much I love and miss her. I feel like I'm never going to be ok again.
I love you and miss you so much mama. Happy Birthday. ❤️
@VintageDougers happy birthday to your mum in heaven ❤ you can tell her those things sweetie, I believe she can hear you when you speak to her. And I'm sure she knows how much you love her ❤ birthdays and holidays are always the hardest wishing they were still with us. Gives you a giant tiny hug. How would your mum celebrate on her birthdays?
Thank you so much, I definitely need one of your famous giant tiny hugs today. ❤️ Mama wasn't really much of a celebration person so to speak. She didn't drink or anything, unless it was her Mt. Dew, she really loved that. For birthdays in the past we would usually go somewhere nice for dinner and then bring her and my brother back to our house to just hang out. She loved petting our kitties and just being with her family.
@VintageDougers awww. That's the best way to celebrate, quality time with your family ❤ do you still get to see your brother? Please be kind to yourself today, it's so hard to cope with all these feelings and memories. So please take care of yourself ❤❤squeezes you tightly
@Tinywhisper11 I actually see my brother more now than before mom passed. He's 8 years younger than me so we weren't really super close growing up, especially once I hit my 20s and he was still in school. But now that both our parents are gone I am trying really hard to build a better relationship with him. I sometimes wish he would show more interest in building that relationship too, but I know all I can do really is keep trying and being there for him.
@VintageDougers your a good person ❤❤ I'm sure he will show how much he appreciates and loves you, when you least expect it. It's not always easy to show emotions for some people but yes keep trying ❤ you need each other more than ever now ❤
@VintageDougers
Aww such a sweet way to honor her today. Happy birthday to your beautiful angel in heaven.❤
*offers comfy hugs* ❤
@VintageDougers Happy birthday beautiful angel. It will definitely be hard knowing that this is the new normal. I lost my grandma a few years back and it took a huge toll on me. It was hard to find myself after that as she was my walking talking journal. It's going to take a while and that pain of missing her will never disappear, but it will get easier. I'm sure she's proud of you and she can hear you whenever you want to talk to her. She is smiling from above knowing that you made this post in honor of her. There are people here for when you need support. *offers hugs*