10 years. Forever 13.

It’s been 10 years today sense I lost my best friend at the age of 13.

She is forever 13.

While I grew up without her.

I miss her extra today and I’ll miss her extra on her birthday in October.

it’s like life just flashed by.

I’ll never be able to grasp how life just keeps going when someone so dear to you passes away.

it feels so unfair.

I’ll keep living for her.

I never thought I’d make it to the age I did but I have.

I’ll keep living for her now.

I’ll figure out a way to make sure everyone knows her name one day.

she was kind. She was caring. She had so much potential in life but it got cut short.

she loved riding horses. She was very much country girl.

she loved her family.

she loved her animals.

she was amazing.

I wish she was here still.

I wonder if she’d still do horse competitions like she used to talk about.

I wonder a lot of things.

I miss her.

I hope her family is doing okay to this day.