When papa says you can't.

Please 7 cups door keepers,

I couldn't find  a community on domestic violence.If there is, please let me know.This post maybe contains triggering information. That's why.I am fine with removing this thread if this doesn't obey the rules and is hurting someone.

When papa says I can't

One day I am gonna spread my wings 

And fly to some unknown place

Any place where love exists

I don't care as long as I am safe

I love you papa! So much that 

I can't stop believing you.

Maybe maybe you are trying to motivate me 

Don't you?

But it hurts everytime when you say 

"You can achieve nothin' like this

You are lazy will sleep till noon"

Yeah I did but I also tried so hard 

Why the setback defines me more than

What I achieved

Sometimes I really want to have a papa

Who sees me for who I am

I just don't know papa.

I will always love you

No matter how you treat me 

'Cause I have only one papa

I don't know how to write songs or poems .this must be awful.but this is me managing my emotion. There are things I am not saying here.I don't want to trigger anyone who has gone through mental and physical violence at home by their own parents. It's hard when they are the only ones we have to look up.I can't say my history I am tired for that. Please don't hate or judge.If I am a  brat then go through other things like you haven't seen this one.but still thank you for reading♡.

~plucky