Im scared to be successful because...
Because im scared to fail again. ...
@Wanttosmile
"failure is the opportunity to begin again more intelligently"
anytimes where you have been able to overcome what you've viewed as a failure?
Because I doubt my ability to maintain success over the long term.
As you get more successful more people want to tear you down.
@ Wanttosmile feel free to pm if you wanna talk about it, you are always awesome 
however you are, whatever you do
Because, although I'm not happy where I am, it's familiar and comfortable.
Because I may become more distant towards people I know, like I wouldn't be able to relate to them anymore since I've achieve success and they haven't.
I am scared to be successful because then I will have to face the truth about what is really behind my depression, if I always fail I won't have to feel pain of rejection.
I am scared of letting my mum down.
