I can't

I don't know... I think I'm just done... There's nothing for me here anymore, everyone has left me, I can't get up anymore, I'm failing my school for the second time and my mother hates me for it and me too and I'm scared that I'm soon homeless... I'm schizophrenic alcoholist who has depression and eating disorder and panic disorder and and too much shit... I'm a mess, I'm alone, everyone leaves and.... I'm lonely and... And I'm done... I can't do this anymore, I'm sorry