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Nonsane
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PathStep 17 Compassion hearts45 Forum posts31 Forum upvotes22 Current upvotes22 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2017 Member sinceSeptember 21, 2016
Bio
Hey! My name is, well, that's a good question, my family calls me Janita, but I prefer more Jaiden and Brendon.

I love music and I'm practising drums, I love to draw, paint and write songs and other things. I love playing games too and one of my favorite game is Undertale, but I like Call of duty too and then just simple spyro and sims games, so yeah!

What else? I'm huge band nerd and I love Marvel too. I usually spend my days and nights doing art, listening music and just hanging in my own room. Very exciting isn't it, but yeah, that's me my fren, Stay Alive, okay? Okay.
Recent forum posts
I can't
General Support / by Nonsane
Last post
September 29th, 2016
...See more I don't know... I think I'm just done... There's nothing for me here anymore, everyone has left me, I can't get up anymore, I'm failing my school for the second time and my mother hates me for it and me too and I'm scared that I'm soon homeless... I'm schizophrenic alcoholist who has depression and eating disorder and panic disorder and and too much shit... I'm a mess, I'm alone, everyone leaves and.... I'm lonely and... And I'm done... I can't do this anymore, I'm sorry
I don't know what to do
General Support / by Nonsane
Last post
September 28th, 2016
...See more I don't know anymore, when I try to explain how I feel, all I can think about is I don't know, but I know... I know I can't do this anymore and my head is too big of a mess and the voices inside my head isn't helping. I can't speak anymore when I'm meeting my psychologist and it's not because of her, she is amazing, but I can't gets words out, I feel like someone is keeping my mouth shut. I'm meeting ger Today again and I don't know what to do, I'm scared she thinks I just don't want to talk and she will leave. I don't know, i can't do this anymore, I'm so tired, so damn tired. And I have no one anymore, my family has left, except my mother who gets really mad if I say anything of me feeling down (I'm glad I'm not living with my mother and step father anymore). My best friend left me, and if I've talked to someone online, they all will leave me or get mad at me or blame me about everything and I'm so lost and alone and I can't do this. I don't want to die but I don't want to live either.
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