What's the point?
What's the point? What's the point of me existing? All I am is a burden, disapointment, worthless, daughter. All I do is fail at everything, and constantly make stupid mistakes that get me in trouble. Is there really a point of me existing? Is there really a point of this pain? I just want to go atp, because there is nothing keeping me here in this *** up world. Maybe then my family would be happier then. So maybe I should take the easy way out, no one will miss me anyway. No one really cares about me, and anything is better then pretending im still alive when I died months ago and am just floating in this world pretending to smile and be happy when im really dead inside. So back to my main question, what's the *** point? Maybe there is no point, maybe this world is just filled with endless suffering. or maybe life is just pointless.
@Macylou82
Macy, please don't think that. You're a wonderful person and anyone who says otherwise is wrong! You're super helpful and supportive. You should not leave, you should not go. It would break many hearts if you did. You're strong and straightforward! Funny and easy to talk to! You get along with many people here on Cups, and I bet if everyone saw you for you, they'd say the same thing too! Don't let others tell you what you are or make you think negative. I bet you're a wonderful daughter! You're amazing with many talents that no one takes into consideration!
We're here for you!!
Hi there Macy. I haven’t been on this app in several months and just happened to come in today and saw your post. You aren’t worthless, not in the least, your life is a gift that you are blessed with. It might seem hopeless now but moments and feelings change. If you need help please go to your local emergency room or call 988 if u are in the US they will help you get the support and care u might need. Will be holding you in prayer. Big hugs to you, please don’t give up.
@Macylou82 I know right now life feels pointless
i know better than anyone how it is to feel like this, to be the “black sheep” everywhere, including home, but sometimes the easy way isn’t always the right way
trust me when I say all that suffering will worth it in some point, because despite it feels like too much, it is molding you, making you a better person
I honestly know how you feel but as people have said, just hang in there as better days are ahead.
i thought it was just me that feels like this I feel exactly the same as you and would also like to no what the point is
Logically speaking there is no reason anyone is alive or dead. There is no goal to achieve in the respect that life is not a game and thus not winnable.
The answer i believe is simply to experience. To experience this life so that we may take experience back to the source from which we all have come and from which we shall all return. In doing so we are returning to our self to become whole again and that we may transcend this place.
I've written a poem in tribute to all that is greater than I. I'll use a pseudonym to conclude.
i know...
i know all the things of all the lands because I've dreamt them before there were sands on the shores from which to sleep and wake from.
My imagination is truth from which you cannot discern this life from that of any other. Greater is the question "why would you even want to?"
Created for the sole purpose and that is the souls purpose simply stated "to experience it". Fulfilling in all ways.
By J. Francis aka anyone you need me to be and no one you don't.
in Case i was not very clear id like to say that i believe your experience is valid and valuable. No less than mine or anyone else's for that matter. I hope that your experiences build you and not break you. If you can not have patience may you instead have stamina to keep you until it's time for change.
