Weird New things
Idk, it’s really weird when you are the older sibling, like I’ve got no education on anything related to growing and changing and I surely am too scared to Google it or something. So then I end up finding out about things. I didn’t know a period existed until 2 days before mine started. And then the white thing too- like didn’t know until almost a year after it started. Idk. I make sure my sibling knows all of this well before lol. Cause for me these things happen and idk what was going on- like I got so scared, all of that. You know the regular “I’m 11 I can barely use google what in the world is going on” sorta thing back then, now it’s still like that, but I really wouldn’t want to find out from searching up stuff. So it ends up just asking from people. What sometimes happens tho is with friends, they say something and ur like “what’s that” and it’s this kind of “ehhhh you’re too innocent, let’s say it means you get a… cookie?” Like I’m not stupid enough to believe that, but sure let’s play along then! And then when someone online actually informs you about things… like wow- scary but also good to know. Friendly reminder to never click on links tho- sometimes the person sending didn’t even mean for you to see that but ended up not checking the entire photo… yea not very nice view. Idk. Just weird that things happen and I don’t even know about them. Like I don’t know why they happen or what it means or anything. Lol. Tbh you know how growing and changing units are in different grades? I didn’t finish one of them cause of covid (was doing online that year and they didn’t want to teach it virtually) , and the other didn’t get to do cause I was sick the whole week. Honestly sorta glad that I didn’t have to learn any of it cause I feel like it would be awkward, but hey now I get to be the innocent one who is just clueless about what’s going on. Lol
Haha you’re opposite of me then. I love knowing new things I’d google everything that ever cross my mind, no matter how gross it is. I’d pretend like I don’t know about it when someone asks me thing about it tho. So theyd think I’m innocent. But I love learning things, reading things, asking things. My curiosity are limitless. I’m just a big nerd I guess.
@Linognathus wow- aren’t things like somehow scary tho? But it’s good that you love to learn and read about it!!!
It is scary! Like when I first know about intercourse when I was a young girl I think it would be painful and scary like egh someone penetrating me? Isnt that sounds scary?? I remember at that time I thought I would stay virgin forever 😂
@Linognathus isn’t it like painful and scary to do that tho? Cause I’ve been told it is- but idk. Finding out about it when you were young must’ve sucked
I’m quite conservative so I was a virgin until I get married. The first time was painful, I think it takes the fifth time to be not painful. It was scary but quite exciting bcz I’m curious and also the tension makes it fun fun hahah. Especially when you’re doing it with someone you love, watching them
enjoying it is quite satisfying in itself :)
@LunaKat26 what are you scared of though? Care to share some examples? I’m sorry if I talked (write) too much 😅