Today is my birthday
I feel lonely and longing for my old friends. In the future, I see no glimpse of friends, only soul stretching emptiness. But I may get friends too, who knows?
Don't think that way..... I also see myself having no friends but I think I'll be without anyone's judgement and just enjoy my own company....... Happy birthday to you, it's a wonderful day for so dont think about all this just do stuff that you love. π
Happy Birthday and donβt worry dear you will get friends because there are so many people in the world lonely like u but for all of them there is a friend who will not make them feel lonely some donβt have it now but they will get it because they are destined to get it.
Again, Happy Birthday
@seashell145
Wishing you the happiest of birthdays!
And commiserating with you on the loneliness and wishing for connection. The good news is there are people everywhere and with the Internet it's easier than ever to reach someone. It's not quite the same, granted, but it is a way to meet people you might otherwise have never known.
@turtlePated
Very well said! β€
A prime example of the good side of the internet, is right here, this community, and and in this very thread. β€
Happy Birthday @seashell145, you're a part of this huuuge community with so many willing to support you and be there with you offering their company and compassion, and I'm so glad you're here. β€ Love how you're open to the possibility of some day things being better. It's hope that drives us forward, definitely. This day and every other, I hope that your innate power of being hopeful despite the circumstances you're in, keeps growing stronger. β€ All the love!
@turtlePated
Right. I will meet people whom I wouldn't generally meet because of internet. It's really nice.
@seashell145
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! πππ
Understand that even though we don't know each other personally, you are soooooo special. Sharing how you feel, whether you realize it or not, helps to inspire and encourage others to acknowledge their own feelings of loneliness and sadness. You're feelings are VERY normal. A lot of people don't acknowledge their birthday and they won't even tell others that it's their birthday because it makes them sad. It will get better. Keep communicating and expressing yourself. We're her. Happy birthday! Happy birthday! Happy birthday!
@hardworkingStrings2265
Thank you so much! I actually felt like going to the cave today but from my past experiences I see not seeking love or trying to celebrate during this day makes me really sad afterwards, and my negative emotions keep getting perpetuated. Thank you for such a lovely thoughtful comment! I'm really grateful <3
@hardworkingStrings2265
Can we try to exchange messages? Let's see if it works, to form emotional connection. I'll comment here with my listener account if you're interested.
@seashell145
Hey! Absolutely! I'm new so you'll have to tell me how this works. How are feeling today?
@hardworkingStrings2265
Hello! I'm glad you are interested in this! I'm doing well today, especially after the soothing tea I had. How are you feeling?
This is Seashell, this is my listener account. If you click on my username (silverBeauty), you'll see an option "Send a message" or "Leave message"- I forgot the actual text. If you click on it, you'll be able to send a message to me. If you send me a message, I will also be able to reply to you. Right now I can't send a message to your inbox.
I am thinking of exchanging letters like a pen pal. You will write me a letter and I will write you a letter. Let's see if it works out between us.
@hardworkingStrings2265
Also I forgot the main thing, thank you so much sending me the peer appreciation! That was really kind of you! You have been so nice to me I'm almost in tears!
And I didn't see yesterday that you wrote the comment showing interest in the message exchange! That's why the delay.
Sending you love! <3 <3