The scary truth about the Future.
Hello, online Family! I haven't been on since like 2 days and I have to say.. it got better. A lot. (My Mental Health not my Grammar)
"I can't wait to be a adult"
I can still remember always saying that, because I was sick of being a child. Well, if I could I would do everything to not become an adult now. I'm not made to grow into a role where I have to do things myself. I went to school for 8 years, but after I started the 9. Year in 2023 I stopped going.
I should be in a higher school or work right now, but instead, I'm doing nothing. I never graduated from School. Now, I'm really worried about my future. I know education is really important. I wouldn't say I'm stupid (Well, maybe Iam 💀) but without the report card of a 9. Schoolyear I can't really find a good job. (If I even find one) To he honest, the jobs here are not my thing anyways. I don't wanna be a hairdresser, a doctor or a cassier. Tbh, I wanna be famous. But how do I do that? I don't mean because of the money, though. I would wanna be famous so I would have a community that supoorts me.
Another thing is that I'm scared of being forever alone. Right now, I still have my mom. I live at home. But that will change someday too. What will I do then? Live alone and be depressed? I always say I don't see myself getting older than 20, but I do now. And I don't think it's gonna be a pretty future. I don't wanna be lazy and don't work, of course not. I just don't know what to do. I don't even have negative thoughts right now.
I'm just scared of being either homeless, alone or forgotten.
@Astro09
The thing is everyone feels that when they are on the cusp of becoming an adult we waste our time as a child with ideas of when i am an adult and spend many times as adults wishing we could go back and redo many things.... you are not alone in that.Â
When you quit school what was your reason ... not the reason you say to others but for you... did you think it would slow things down or prolong the time you have to make choices? What can you do now start that year over and move forward... perhaps as there is in many places an alternative live a test to be an equivalent. Â
Even those famous people started somewhere many did jobs they were Not into.  What is your plan to be famous do you have an entertainment talent singing / acting.... ?   To be honest if you feel famous has a community of support you will also have those who tear you down... for the smallest misstep. people who have millions of fans also have millions who dislike them it is same as average life only in larger numbers.   Â
Life happens time marches on the longer we chose to be on the sidelines that time is gone .... so face it head on you will find your life and most of the time it is much different then what you thought of as a teen.Â