Self Destructing (badabing badaboom)
Depression feels like just as much a part of who I am as my name. I gave up on feeling different or changing years ago, every day feels like I'm just punching the clock of existence before I have to sleep and do it again tomorrow. I have no willpower left. I want to want to change if that makes sense, but I can't (or won't) and don't care anymore. I can fake it in social situations or work to get by, but it's getting harder and harder to stay focused on simple tasks or follow through with whatever I'm doing to the point that I know it will have negative ramifications. Life feels like a mean joke that I hope has a good punchline; I am a fan of dark humor so I'm sticking around to find out what it is.
Thanks for reading this, peace out.
@Babbyj hi sweetie ❤ yep! Learning to live alongside depression sucks, it really sucks. But if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off 😁 but yeah I hear you, living one day at a time, just trying to make it through🙁 but life has a funny way of turning things around, we never know what's waiting just around the corner hey? So don't give up on yourself or other people, something good will happen ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 Thank you for the kind words. I really wish I was just learning to live with depression I'm sure this site would have helped me a lot.
@Babbyj I hope this site can still help you ❤❤ even if not to learn, but to just comfort you and support you through the bad days ❤ hugs you tightly ❤
I know its quite tough, i am also experiencing depression , dont feel like talking, not able to get out of the bed, I dont wanna waste my lige like this. All i need is hope…
