I want to talk to a therapist..
It feels like I have no on to turn to or to understand, I want to talk to someone professional, it's like my friends don't understand the signs I'm giving them.. I know that my parents will need to book me an appointment in order to talk to someone professional, but actually they don't know about what I'm going through, I have trouble telling them, I don't know how to tell them this.. it's very hard, I cannot take this anymore, all I want is for someone to help me, I can't take the pain and tears daily.
There are free volunteer listeners here. Maybe you could find a helpful one? It might not be everything that you need, but it could give you some direction on what you need with a professional.
Is it that your parents would have a hard time understanding your feelings or needs? I sincerely hope they wouldn't just dismiss it, but talking honestly with them might be a good step to take when you feel up to it.
