I don't know how I should feeling
I knew I didn't have to, and what did I? I read his conversations with ''Y'', with only reading the word ''love'' calling each other all my world collapsed.
But... who is he? He's the boy who was supposed I'm dating... we're dating for 8 months... when he was going to say: Hey, I have a girlfriend... if u don't mind, do you want to be the other girl?
I'm here with him, I wanna cry, vomit and sleep all day but I cannot do that ... We have a very important exam.
Idk how to feel according to this situation, every day I was telling myself: ''If u wanna be happy, don't read his conversations'' and then... I read it...
What should I do?
@Abbychuela
Stay calm and take your exam
decide if you are ok as the other girl........... if not leave and do not look back...
I think your self conscience knew and that is why you read it.
@toughTiger6481
Maybe you're right... maybe my conscience knew and wanted to be sure... but now I am regretting that I did it...
@Abbychuela
Never regret knowing the truth ...
the longer a lie is and deeper lies to cover the original i feel the hurt grows as well.. The best way to grow is in truth iMO trying to grow in lies is like trying to grow plants in the dark ..... fed BS and dark you only get mushrooms.
@Abbychuela I understand that you are in a tough situation — to be the other woman or to not be. I want you to know that regardless of which solution you choose, 7 Cups is a non-judgmental space. I understand that you are lost regarding your emotions — this is a completely valid response, I'm sure I would be feeling the same way.
@Abbychuela get him out of your life. Do not waste your time being "the other girl" for him. If you do not get all the attention a girl in a relationship deserves than what's the point of being there? Since you said you had exams coming up try your best to focus on them. It'll be hard to move on... but I know it's possible.. stay strong
