I am so tired.

@sunnyangel3333

Hi,

Sounds like you are being tested and are winning!~ Don't think about it all constantly or you can't see the solution - Don't let it rent space in your head just keep plowing forward as best as you can. Its a great idea to reach out onto 7cups, it helped me a great deal over the years. We just keep adapting and being creative. You are already creative so seek solutions to each problem and address them one at a time. I had to learn to self advocate but I was blessed with having several people helping me such as my counselors. I do all my therapy online an hour each week and twice every other week. Plus I use 7cups daily many times. Hold your chin up and never forget to smile!~ All of this struggle makes us much stronger than normal. Things will improve because; "if its not alright in the end, it's not the end!!~"

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Blessings, Day

@sunnyangel3333

i do not belive i have the words that can help you

but all i can say is that i been through all you are going through , maybe not at once but i know what each of these feel like

for your mom go online and talk to friends or even strangers or just try therapy if the money is there

for health it starts with habits basic ones like waking up early and when they dont work you go to a doctor but most likely its cuss of mental issues making a few physical one much much worse

lonliness well thats a battle im still facing , you just need to let go be it through some drinking (not the alcholisim route) or watching funny stuff or doing stuff you enjoy and so in, because the blade of lonliness cuts yes but not deep after a while you build resestince and tolerance as the cuts get shallower because you are more focoused on other things , at the end when you actually remember it the blade no longer cut but simply gives you an itch you can shrug off at any time

of course there are much healtheir and better options outr there

but im speaking from experince and not from a specialization point here and again im not sure if anty of this will help

just know we are here for you
you already have a community here

and other communities elswhere you may not realize care for you , open up and talk to people and you will start getting better , not eveeryone folks you feel like trusting yet still opening up and talking /venting /explaining your issiues does help when the other side is giving you an ear

@sunnyangel3333

Things will get better my friend