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sunnyangel3333
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PathStep 3 Compassion hearts105 Forum posts33 Forum upvotes80 Current upvotes80 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceJuly 29, 2024
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Friendship Support / by sunnyangel3333
Last post
 Saturday
...See more My mental health is getting kinda meh, and i'd really like to start making some friends. does anyone have a good website/forum or something similar other than *** that'd be a good place to make some friends? i'd really appreciate some recommendations 
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Depression Support / by sunnyangel3333
Last post
 Thursday
...See more at this point i'm convinced i'm just an effing mistake 
Is this weird?
Friendship Support / by sunnyangel3333
Last post
 October 24th
...See more Generally, I do not keep friends too often. Its very difficult for me because i'm bad at communication, and so much as opening some apps gives me aggressive anxiety. I don't just struggle with friendships, but romantic and familial relationships as well-  I'm sort of at the point where I just want a best friend again, i don't care much for romance and am not in a place for it, but i would really like a new best friend. someone i could talk to anytime, someone i could depend on and could depend on me. I miss that so much, and it hurts my heart so much i don't have one anymore.  I would give anything for that at this point. I'm done with romance for now, i just need friends. 
I am so tired.
General Support / by sunnyangel3333
Last post
 September 16th
...See more Life is seriously just not being kind. i thought August was the worst of it, but i guess not.  Not only am i grieving a breakup that was incredibly difficult for me that reignited a bunch of my health issues, i also had to move house and have been busy with exams. the past 4-5 months have been incredibly difficult for me, and now cos of an error my school made that i failed to catch in time, i might need to write finals in a different city, or potentially not at all. i just want to cry. I don't understand why these people have to be this way. like seriously, you could be on the verge of death and these people would still make you pay extra to rewrite and exam despite the medical bills.  Unlike before, i'm trying to deal with all of this on my own, my ex partner was the only person i confided in, and my mother is not exactly the most understanding person on the planet, especially when it comes to spending extra cash on stuff like a plane ticket. I also have another person in my life who is very romantically interested in me that i care about a lot, but in all honesty i don't know if i have it in me to date again for a while, or if i even like this person in that way. its all too much to handle, and i have flat nowhere to turn for comfort in all this.  I miss having a person i love, i miss being able to wake up and not be in physical pain, i miss being able to draw and relax and not feel guilty about it, and i miss not needing to be stressed, depressed, angry or confused 24/7. 
Should I feel bad?
Friendship Support / by sunnyangel3333
Last post
 August 18th
...See more I have this friend I met a little while ago I had a crush on for a little (I don't anymore), and I feel kinda bad about something We were having a conversation, in my head a pretty mundane one but i guess maybe not, and in relation  to the conversation they asked me if I had a little crush on them - I panicked and said no cos at the time i wasn't ready to admit it because i didn't wanna go out of the friend stage of anything even a little, and then they assured me that if i did it was ok and they didn't mind- but the day after they vanished for a few days and now they don't talk to me as much... what should i make of all this, and what should i do-? 
Idk whats up
General Support / by sunnyangel3333
Last post
 August 28th
...See more I feel like i havn't slept in a month  like i know my sleeping schedule has been a bit all over the place with exams and moving house and depression and all that, but it just feels like no matter how much or little i sleep i feel the same dude and its not getting better  today i was walking around in the store with my mom and almost fell over while we were walking, i told her, she didn't care, so i just kept trying to walk in a straight line and most of the time it didnt work  i'm feeling dizzy and weird all the time, lightheaded, low in mood, and just extremely tired and drained. idk whats up
huh-
Relationship Stress / by sunnyangel3333
Last post
 August 13th
...See more Sooo  someone from a server i'm in just dmed me asking me if i wanted to be their sugar baby in exchange for getting to know me better cos they took an interest in me, and i have no idea what the heck to do rn-  I can't tell if this is dangerous, stupid, or a dumb prank- i have no idea how to respond --- 
Wow.
Depression Support / by sunnyangel3333
Last post
 August 11th
...See more My ex dmed me over the only platform they haven't blocked me on yesterday ( i honest do not care if they have me blocked ) to ask me if i was still going to send back the jacket they gave me on our trip last year. they stated they "didn't care" about the other stuff, since i'm having financial trouble i said no, and they did not give a damn about anything i just said, not the fact we were having financial issues, or the fact we were having a stressful move, no instead they just act annoyed. like excuse me, you live in a country where that stuffs much cheaper and you KNOW that.  I don't care how you feel about someone, being an a-hole is not it. Have some common decency, and at least pretend you ever gave a *** about me in the first place. The whole interaction left me feeling very upset, and i blocked them. I genuinely am starting to dislike this person because of how they handle this stuff, and i really do not want to so much as see their profile ever again. It triggered my depression and anxiety to act up again, and i'm seriously unhappy rn. 
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