I am back :)

Hey there :)) 

I don't know whether you remember me haha. I took a break for a month and I'm right back to where i ended. I've had to deal with a lot of problems which does not have adequate solutions but i do not want to quit. 

I had a final meet with a board of psychiatrists who came to diagnose my condition which only made it worse because they literally had no clue about what i was going through. They were dissapointed when they could not find a proper diagnosis as they said 'your case presentation is different. I've not seen anyone like this' They finally ended the session reminding me that my future is unstable but it is in my hands. 

I don't blame anyone but myself for not asking for help. If i did ask for help, i probably would have been spared from all of this. 

Lesson learnt- Please do not hesitate to ask for help because it'll only do more help than harm. Talk to the people around you and i mean share everything and release your emotions out. We're here for you to help you out.