Here

I am here. That is what counts. I have lost so many people and to be here is a blessing in itself. I hate the fact that I got to live on when they didn't. I hate that they aren't here to cheer me on. I hate that she didn't get to grow up and go to middle school. I hate that she was taken from us when all she did was spend her time helping others. I hate that the world is unfair. I hate the way people treat others that don't "fit in". I hate that they judge you just because of the color of your skin. We need a change.

People think that everything is alright. They think that what you say can't hurt someone else. Stuff hurts a lot actually.

Times get difficult and we all deal with them in our own ways. I don't handle my stuff too well but I am still here to make a change and to help out. Opening up to people is extremely hard and I respect every single person here that has the courage to tell someone that they don't know what they are going through. We all have tough times and we all struggle with something. It just shows a lot about you that you can come out here and tell people and let them tell you what they think about it and what you should try to do. I respect all of you and I hope you have an amazing time.

Being here is one of the things that I am most thankful for because I get to live on and live for the people that I have lost. It is an honor to be there tether or string to this world. I miss them but being here to support everyone and to live life for them is more than I could ever say. Remember to tell the people that you love that you love them because having them here is everything. I cannot tell you what I would do to get the people I lost back. So just let them know how you feel and how much they really mean to you.