Deja Vu?

I have felt distraught, depressed, & heartbroken all day. My boyfriend texted me he was upset this morning & that we’d talk later. The last time he told me this, he broke up with me & didn’t talk to me for almost 2 years. I don’t know that this will be the case this time, but my mind keeps going there. I was driving to meet him for the talk, when he called me & said it was pointless for me to drive all the way there, then proceeded to tell me that he was breaking up with me…while I was driving. I just got a text from him to meet him at 4:30…now that the time is almost here, I am scared beyond belief! On top of stressing all day, now I’m scared. I don’t know what to do…I want to just deal with it & move on, but I don’t want to break up again…I always told him that he was the knelt one for me, & it’s true…I’m so scared right now…anyway, I am done for now, wish me luck that it’s something we can work through…many thanks in advance