Breaking down the reason for clinging onto a memory/of a perfect afternoon with girlfriends

I'm blanking and tired. But I keep using the word perfect to describe today. But it felt like my relationship with the girls was better than last time. The stakes were lower. 

So even when there were some problems like xyz, it still felt perfect. 

I guess the criteria for a girlsdate to be perfect is just being able to talk with L, D, A, I, and J. I chose first letters to keep confidentiality. 

-I parked the farthest away from lunch, but I had company once I arrived at the restaurant.
-I talked more with L this time. I have not talked with her before, so I felt I learned a bit more about her and felt closer to her.
-I realize that there's 3 of us who are soothing conversational people who can get all of us to discussing a topic and there's 3 of us who are more quiet and listeners. I was one of the listeners, but I tried to input and interject when I could 
-This felt smooth
-I'm tired...but I think due to lack of intense anxiety, and having a better relationship with 1 girl in the group, I felt more relaxed. Like I felt they knew me. And I'm slowly learning about them.